*POETRY WARNING* Spontaneous Afternoon Tanka

By débora Ewing



Behold thee, Redbud:
Blooms erupting from thy skin
Break my heart for joy.

These droplets don't come from me
But Spring cries for both of us. 

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  1. MariTuesday, 24 April, 2018

    Tick. Tock.
    Nature's clock.
    Winter's frown
    Tightly wound.
    It's begun.
    Spring has sprung.

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